Just a reminder about radio on wed ..

Just to say again that i will be on BBC Radio Suffolk at 10.15 am on wed, i will be a celeb soon lol. I really hope that i do well with my campaigning that will hopefully take off soon after radio appearances and being on the BBC website, i have now had nearly 3,000 page views on here which i can't believe. I didn't think anyone would read this blog and was hesitant about doing it to begin with. I am really glad i did though as it seems to help me and hopefully help everyone that reads it.
Also my Aunty and Great Gran are on BBC Breakfast show in the morning between 7 and 8 am if anyone is up at that time you can see them on BBC 1, i cant wait to see what my Grandma Lil says lol. She is deffo one of the funniest people i know. I can't wait to see her at my church service on Sunday night as long as she behaves herself and doesn't nod off half way through. I have decided to give flamingo land a miss this week as i have quite a hectic week already. I can always go next summer, but i think i may go to cannon hall farm on Mon instead as haven't been for years. If you haven't noticed already i am a massive animal lover. I can't wait to get my own horse when i am better. I have so much to look forward to and work towards after the transplant so i just need to remain positive and be confident that the disease will not get worst before December/January. I think that is what worries me is it progressing to the next stage and not making it to the transplant with me already having it at least 2 years. I know i am in good hands though and i think i am coping with the challenge alright. I have accepted that i may die but i have also accepted that this could be a chance of a whole new life without the c word in it anymore. When that day comes it will be amazing and very weird as well.