I made sure i got some cigs earlier and i haven't even had one yet. I guess that is a good thing though lol. I think it is cos i am lazy and can't be bothered going outside to have one lol. I think that i am going to have to go back on my anti-depressants cos started feeling stuff i don't want to. The tablets obviously made me numb. Bring on the happy pills! I don't feel like i have a urine infection anymore so just the cold to shake off next. Got Church for the first time in forever tomorrow, i would go more often if it wasn't 3 hours away lol. Going to have some healing oils on my head during pray. I don't think it will get rid of the cancer but it may help get rid of the cold hopefully ; )
Looking forward to my CML support group on Monday night at 7PM at St James Leeds (incase anyone on here with CML wants to go). It will be really nice to see Sharon and the gang before the transplant. Dr Smith is talking at this one so that is a bonus lol. I can't believe how close it is to xmas, i love the lights at night time and putting decorations up. I will probs miss out on that this year but as long as i have good health next xmas it is a sacrifice i am willing to make. I think apart from good health i would like Aragon (from Lord Of The Rings) or Sean Bean for xmas lol. A trip to Euro Disney again would be amazing or see a show in London. Dreams aside i would love lots of DVD'S and WII games to keep me occupied whilst i am in hospital, and a giant teddy bear bigger than me cos always wanted one since i was a kid lol.
Gonna get back to X Factor now, not that any of the acts have particuarly stood out to me so far. Mary will be brill when she performs that i am sure of. Everytime i hear her sing she makes me wanna cry so i hope she wins so that i can listen to her album when i am in hospital.
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