A bit of hope...

Had a call from Karen my transplant co-ordinater today. I have a new transplant date which is the 26th November, this means i will go into hospital on the 18th of November for my hickman line fitting, and then start my total body irradiation for a week and spend the next 6 weeks in isolation. I am not going to think about the transplant taking place until i get the donor clearance on the 8th November. I am not strong enough for any more bad news so please please pray or keep your fingers crossed that it really is third time lucky. Don't get me wrong i want to get all excited that i have a date and a donor but i just can't set myself up for another fall right now. Well at least i don't have to decide where i am going to spend xmas this year as i will be in hospital lol. I hope santa knows where to find me though, othawise i will be very upset lol.

Just watched a rite upsetting film called The Last Song with Miley Cyrus in (Tom really fancies her) and i don't know if my nose is all snotty from that or my man flu. I have watched 2 kids films today so you can now see how boring my life really is. Furry Vegeance was the first film and i found that really funny which aint good for someone my age surely lol. Haven't had a cig since sometime yesterday but think i'm gonna have one now just cos i am bored basically. I actually don't need to smoke as i tend to be just a evening smoker (2 before bed) but if i didn't have those cigs tonight i would get really stressed. I always have the perfect answer as well if anyone questions why i am smoking. I say why not it isn't like i am going to get cancer twice is it? I will have my last cig the day i go in for the transplant as there is no going back as i can't leave my room lol.
Right gonna go now but if anyone wants to ask owt just comment on here or facebook.

Just want to say thankyou to my friend Lisa Stones who has just signed up to be a bone marrow donor on the anthony nolan site.www.anthonynolan.org follow in Lisa's footsteps and SAVE A LIFE!!!