Feeling 'hot 'hot' 'hot'...

Not been on here for so long as  have been quite ill since sunday. I started feeling really sick on Sunday and had a temp since then on and off. I am on new antibiotics and having lots of iv paracetamol which seems to be helping me feel a bit better for half an hour here and there. As you have probably guessed i have been very warm as a result of the temp but i have also been very cold as well. It is highly annoying through the night having to add and remove blankets every hour cos your body can't decide what it the hell it wants. I spent Mon and Tues curled up in bed feeling sorry for myself for the first time since i came in. Last night was a rough night i puked my guts up and had a temp and then this morning puked up a bit more. It takes all your energy not that i had much anyway. The thought of getting in the shower is like been tortured but i am gonna force myself cos well i will smell lol. I had my naso tube out on monday cos i had started eating loads over weekend and was taking my meds by mouth then i become ill again. I wont have another tube though as already had 2. Dr Cook made me laugh when he said that the naso tube was welded to my face so it needed to come out lol. I was very emotional earlier when i went for some x rays as i had forgot what it is like outside of my room. I had forgot that there are people lol. I wore a mask which made me feel safe but i doubt it did anything useful for me lol. There was some live music going on downstairs which was amazing to hear for half a minute. I had a x ray of my tummy and face done to check that there ok cos bin in pain with them. It would appear i have flu but awaiting the swab results to confirm it. I think that is all i have to report for now.