Tuesday, 14 September 2010

What a miserable day!

I managed to drag myself out of bed to go to yarmouth race course to watch a couple of Tom's horses run and sheesh i wish i had watched it on tv lol. The rain was awful and i am thinking that it wasn't the best thing for my chest infection which casued me to remain in my pit all weekend. I think i moan about stuff that are really quite insignificant to the major stuff going on in my life but i guess that is just a coping mechanism really. The chest infection is minor yet i am more fed up with it than i am with the 'cancer' at this moment in time as i hate being kept up all night coughing at least the cancer doesn't. However, with that said i would gladly have a chest infection for a year than have cancer, i think lol.
Anyway, i now at home again tucked up in bed watching Shutter Island for the second time and i am still totally mind boggled so if anyone would like to explain it to me that would be good. Also if anyone has any dongle recommendations please let me know as looking in to buying one for the transplant as no internet on the ward, and there are pay and go or monthly ones and i don't want to choose it because it is pink as it might be a pile of crap so i have no idea how you know which is better than the other really. Gees i sound like a rite saddo here i am going to be putting people off reading this blog lol.
I haven't got a right lot to report really as spent the weekend in bed with a slight part of me hoping for a temp so that i had a explanation to why i was feeling worst and not better.
ooh i know what i have left out i had my drink driving course at Peterborough on Saturday which means me paying £200 and sitting in classroom 9-3PM for 3 Saturdays in a row so that I get my license back in January 2011 instead of July 2011, which is very reasonable. I was actually surprised at how interesting and how informal the course was and i have made a good friend on the course called Scott who i will be staying in touch with after the course. So it hasn't been too bad and if i hadn't drunk drove i wouldn't have had to do the course but i would never drink drive again and the course definately educates you about just how serious it can be if you have any alcohol and drive so i am glad that i chose to do the course. I only have this Saturday left and then next Saturday its my holiday to Scarborough for a week so gonna keep my mind busy with other stuff and hopefully it wont drag til its transplant time cos i think my mind still thinks its next week. I am going to type up some info on Chronic Myeloid Leukaemia tomorrow as i haven't really talked a lot about it and if anyone wants any info or owt else just let me know as it gives me something to do. I havent put a lot of full stops in this page of writing so i am sure my editor Tom will sort it for me haha!

2 comments:

  1. Haye Lauren. Had a 3 dongle the reception
    was-not very good, changed it to vodafone which
    works loads better.
    Looking out for the info on CML.

    Frank...

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  2. thsnks for that info, i think vodafone is number 1 in the top ten dongles to buy so i might get that one as you also get a £10 voucher for amazon aswel which is cool.

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