Good and Bad news

The good news is that That Tom's horse Prohibit won the scarborough stakes at Doncaster today (wish i had been there but i had to sacrifice it for my transplant meeting). We have got a lovely shiny trophey added to the mantel piece now, so go Prohibit. I am so happy that Tom was there and had a ace time i cant wait to see the photos.
Now the bad news, i aknow i said this blog wouldn't be mordid  n gloomy but i am crying as i write this as i am upset and still in shock as i have had a real blow to the head today. My doner failed her medical test, which means i now have no doner and my transplant is postponed until further notice. There are two other people that they are going to look into using though so hopefully in a months time something will be sorted. I had aactually started being alot more positive towards the transplant the last two weeks and i think that is why i am so upset now because i wasn't prepared for anymore bad news in my life. However, i need everyone to keep their fingers crossed and pray for me that someone else will be able to be my doner and that the transplant wont be too long away and i can then write in this blog that i am cancer free and able to live the life of a normal 20 year old. I will keep posting on here though as this is the only thing keeping me sane and helping to make something positive out of a shit situation., and thank God that i have a common tissue type, i always knew i was common as they come lol.